Yes, but just please give me a good reason for everything that happened to me. Maybe I am too weak so You don't let anyone to get close to me because You just want to protect me, but until when You keep this situation in me. I need someone to share my life with, I think it's the time although You think it's not. But, at least just open my way and give me good life. Just let me feel happines with the others not only me..me..and me. I wanna feel happy by the other people not only by myself.
Please give me a chance to feel it like the others, I want be happy also. Please give me Your gift to feel it, to erase my pain deep inside my heart. I just wanna feel free from this uncomfortable feeling.
It's so unfair for me. Why should I feel all this pain but the other can keep dancing upon my pain? It drives me crazy.
GOD PLEASE!
